Day Off
Its my first day off, and I'm watching CSI:NY reruns and sitting online. I would like to be somewhere, seeing something, talking to someone...but I can't. Why? I told myself I wouldn't go somewhere new without enough money to take a cab home, incase I get lost. We dont get paid till 1/7 and my cash is low...that means I lay low for the next week. The only thing I can think to do that is free is walk around in the cold, I say no to that. And so I will enjoy some more inside alone time...woohoo.
But on the upside...the guy who lived in this apartment last left his "5 year plan" on the wall...which involved "getting married." Alicia laughs. Good plan. Shouldn't we title that "5 year hopes"? I don't "plan" on getting married in the next 5 years, I hope to. Lets be real...we can plan on keys being lost, cars running out of gas, and my mom calling me once a month. But beyond that we don't have much choice. We're all guilty of plans. My plans have proven to be very invalid in the outcome of my life, so I quit and hand the baton over to God...I'll just let him deal with it.